consider the following:
1. every time the world tries to knock me down a notch, i come back stronger.
2. the world seems to be at this pretty much perpetually, but even the above-the-background-noise instances are damn frequent.
3. i’m so acclimated to getting shit kicked at me that i’m always preparing for it.
i think the right combination of the above is the only reason that:
a. i am still kicking
b. i somehow keep on elevating myself despite my 99.99% doubts in my ability to do so and astonishment when i succeed.
why yes, i am having a pretty epic week over here. is that correlated with last week nearly taking me out? the resulting inner compensation pouring out this week? perhaps. i’ll never know for sure. but ya take what ya can get.